hello i'm back from EJ today

i really had a great great time there because it was easy to feel the love of jesus and how much he gave just for me

yeah and i this time he showed me so much care and concern that when the anointing came, i was crying like someone just died (because i saw him on the cross as well). and well he does feel what i feel because he spoke thorugh deaconness karen and told me that the voices that are making me feel small are definitely not his voices, and that he had given me renewed strength, dreams, and joy and a lot of other stuff that i can't really remember because i was crying too much. and like i didn't expect something like that to happen because in the previous EJ, i didn't get prayed over like that. and this time i'm really touched to see the love of God move so obviously in my life.

oh and just now before the entire DARE ministry photo shot for all the campers, i wanted to be in the centre of the photo and not at the sides or at the back where i had usually been for most of the camp photos. so i just randomly said that i wanted to be in the centre so that it'll be cooler and well not so cornerish. yeah then when we were like getting ready to pose for the shot, the camp commandant was like "who's standing on the red cross?" and i well, realised that it was me so i had to raise my hand. (they were taking the shot from the second storey). then he was like oh that is the centre and therefore the favoured spot. so while he was like getting the secfours together, he was also calling for the favoured spot and all so i had to raise my hand again and again. then he suddenly told me to stand in a T shape and swing around and make sure that i don't touch anyone. and i was like what? because i thought i'd be taking the shot sticking out like a sore thumb or sth. then he was like all the overseers and pastor ben to go around me and all. i was like wah. serious ah? and when he saw me he was like you again! i was like yeah mans! and gabriel wa honto kawaii ne!!! honto! after we took the shot, joanna was like "God answered your prayer mans" i was like it wasn't even a prayer. (maybe it was because i said i want to be in the centre) but anyway, he answered my request exceedingly abundantly above all i can ask or think. i only asked to be in the centre but he made me stand with the pastor and the overseers. i;m so blessed!

thank you Daddy god for blessing me during this whole camp and i had definitely grown spiritually (and hopefully physically) in the Lord. looking forward to next DARE event!! :D

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